Saturday, March 29, 2008

Best Brother's Birthday

Just came back from the Pub named, " Breathless" to celebrate my best brother of the world's birthday, Zhi Yang.

We celebrated early in fact, as his actual birth date was 30th March.

Feeling a little dizzy and tired right now due to straight shot of hard liquor, with face blushing like cherry blossom, no matter what, I will still finish this post.

Very very important post, just for my brother.

I was scouring through my pictures folder, hoping to find any of Zhi Yang's pictures. To my surprise, I have finally found one that he sent me ages ago.

This is him. My best best best brother. Been through thick and thin with me for 4 years, meaning that we have known each other for almost 4 years.

We don't meet often, we don't talk to each other on the phone often, we don't come out together soon after we both graduated from MJR. However, during big occasions like his birthday party, his private chalet , BBQ etc, he would definitely invite me over.

Ok, I know it's getting a little mushy, but I still want to say. Because I would only say this once a year.

Remembered the first time I went drinking with him and a few other brothers @ Network, I made a fool out of myself. I drank a lot, I got drunk, I could not even walk properly, and Jocelyn had to hold my arms in order to walk. I cried bitterly, my whole face was smudged with mascara.

I had friendship problems at that time until I was gonna break down. Unhappy memories started flashing my mind while I was gulping the whole cup of beer.

Then, he hugged me and told me that even if nobody wants to be my friend, he will still be my friend.

I don't know if he's going to read what I'm typing here right now, I just wanna say to you, my good brother.

I never judge a book by its cover. Because I think people who thinks this way are stupid fools.

You once told me you're neither a good boyfriend, nor a good friend, nor a good brother. However, no matter what you do, no matter what happens, even if other people says you're got a good guy, no matter how many people say bad things behind your back, I will still support you, I will still treat you as a great great friend.


Here am I telling you, I don't care if you treat other people not the way you treat me, or you don't treat your girlfriend well and other stupid stuffs, I know you treat me well, and it's just between the two of us. We needn't tell other people verbally.

Both of us have never taken pictures together, and I swore I would do during my birthday. Just one picture would do. And keep it as a memory. So next time, when I look at the picture, I will remember that I had a great great brother who cared and loved me, listen to my grudges ( I always had to trouble him), who cherished me, always. For as long as we lived.

The other time you lied to us saying that you're leaving for HK for further studies, I actually cried every night, serious. The moment I thought of you, I would just cry.

I always wanted a real brother, but there was no fate at all. However, God gave me a good friend, whom I have already taken as a real brother. I'm more than contented. So, I hope God won't take him away from me, and protect him from harm.

Happy Birthday, Brother.

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